Just a man taking note of what gets missed.
Well i am not as grossed out as i thought i would be about this open chest thing. I was actually thinking it would have been cool if they used clear material instead of the white. Which up until a few years ago they did.
I miss the nurses from nicu. They just seemed nicer.
There is this Dr. She is in her third year of fellowship and is just cool as shit. She does not wear scrubs. She is dressed up, wears heels, i mean like 5 in or higher heels. She has a great bedside manor. She will come in and its like your old friend showed up. She knows her stuff. She is my favorite so far.
Has a bad dream last night at midnight and been up since. I dont really vr bad dreams but this one fucked me up.
The adoption agency can really just suck a dick right now and not bother me
If you want updates trott your happy asses down here. Don’t offer me help and stuff now when i have been taking care of everything until now. I don’t like people who come to help with the easy stuff.
I almost broke down talking to the family life lady that stopped by this morning. Ain’t got time for that.
So the surgeon came out and was like, we fixed her but she has a thick right ventrical so i am just gonna sew some fake skin over her chest and close her up properly on wednesday. There was some other medical words in there but i stopped paying attention.
So I had hopes of going home in like two weeks but i think it may take longer. Who wants to come visit.
They gave her some drug to put her to sleep and not remember anything, “like being drunk.” They said. So my 3 month old has been drunk. They will also be giving her something that is 100 times stronger than morphine. She is getting all the drugs an i hooe she dont feel a thing.
There are so many ppl here. They have two sets of three seat benches with the middle seats empty. 9 of are standing. To sit there is worse than taking the middle urinal when both sides are being used.